For something I can’t
See, feel, hear
This black
I wish to
Lock out
You won’t leave me
Dark thoughts
You torment me
I wish to drown you
I hear your screams
Inside my skull
I hate and despise you
For making my body restless
Fluids shake like
An upside down lemonade bottle
The end result
I lose energy
Rapidly as
Soaks up
My insides making
Me laugh and gurgle like
A sick baby
I need escape from this
Go now please
Before I regurgitate
Your energy
Let me be
Dream world is easier than this
Sleep and nightmares
Are simpler than
Your persistent
Humming thought waves